This weekend is my 40th HS reunion. Some of these people I haven't seen in 10 years and you would think that I could care less what they "think" about my weight, but I do. The few that I've stayed in touch with I saw 2 years ago and I've lost 55 pounds since then, but still I'm overweight, so I am anxious about their reaction too. Then there is the family, I haven't seen some of them for 2 years and others I saw last year and since I've always been considered "heavy" (even when I wasn't) I am stressed about seeing them too.
WHY DO I CARE???? I'M ALMOST 60 YEARS OLD!!!!
I don't know, I just do. This ought to be an interesting weekend. Too bad I don't drink any more, I think I could use a drink to help me through this.
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